I want to have a career that allows me to create things, to do anything that I like, make a direct impact, and allows me to learn a new things, expand me to explore my knowledge beyond the shallow depth of my own vision.
I am really happy when I can create, write, draw, take photographs, sing, dance, make something that someone will not forgot and produce many things.
More and more I realize that my ego is become bigger. do I care about what you say? No. do I need to care? No
I wonder if other twenty two like me will think like that. Off course they will think like that. Do they? While they probably having been in 'prisons' from several industries from marketing, human resources, finance and etc..
Actually I have a clear idea what I want to do.. but how you can translate your job description now?
Would I have expected that I will have a 'beautiful' career in my 21st age. and get stuck in this square of cubic? honestly yes. I would have expected me in 25 years old not 21. coz I really want to pursue my dreams, I have a larger dream, a big dream and I believe everyone are have.
I still want to be a professional dancer, I still want to be a famous writer with all my crazy idea in my head that I wrote in my laptop. I still want to take a beautiful picture from my old camera and put in, in my bedroom. I still want to draw a weird picture that my friends like. I still want to sing with my standard voice and make my friends get smile with me.
But I'm sure someday I will get there. I just have to be patient, work hard, learn as much as I can and have fun with it without worrying to much.
You know that life is pretty scary but also exciting huh?
While this wrote maybe lost in the ethers of internet for years to come. It holds a piece of me that I preserved in grounded hope.
I hope I read this when I get 25 :)
